Wednesday, April 09, 2014

Teach The Children


More Joy In This, Than Any Where Else
 
Thoughts: Things are being shaken up. Me, too :) 
 
I didn't have a teacher, except what I learned myself, and from past lives. But I learned from the people I met, and things along the journey.
 
I spent a lot of time on Twitter recently, so if my writing's a bit sparse, you know why :)
 
But I wrote a lot of Twitter poetry.
 
Many of my friends are in hospital and thoughts are with them.
 
Events leading up to the Grand Cross this month have shaken us all. More to come.
 
Fascist revolution in Ukraine. Russia will assert itself.
 
Flight MH #370, lost in the ocean. As is the truth.

But the flight boxes may resurface.
 
My daughter saw that in a vision a year ago. Oriental faces, Indian Ocean.

Then a lot of spirits showed up.
 
The earthquake in Chile, 8.2. Smaller ones in L.A., places close to me.
 
Discovery of a new planet that helps me put together my astrological sign ruler ships theory.
 
It is the missing ruler of Libra. We will focus on Justice and Balance.
 
It is the time when a planet is discovered that establishes humanity's change.
 
I told a lesbian the person she was looking for was a man :)
 
Peaches Geldof, Bob Geldof's daughter, discovered dead. Sad.
 
The year I saved the cat "Ginger" in the UK,  a follower met and chatted with Bob Geldof.
 
She didn't talk about healing. Some things are meant to be, but, he, is a Libra.
 
Libra, Capricorn, Aries, Cancer, going through life shattering change now.
 
The U.S., a Cancer country, great changes now, but without justice, who knows?
 
Without spirituality, who knows. Spare me the New Age nonsense.
 
Pluto in Capricorn drives me to say truth.
 
Normally I just observe.
 
My children are dancing between dimensions.
 
Things, them, appearing and disappearing every where.

So much psychic shit happening.
 
My daughter met someone at school who has an illness.
 
His own healing ability has kept him alive.
 
She finds conventionally prettiness shallow.
 
People are being drawn to her for healing.
 
Yes, I will teach children, that is my joy.
 
Comas. Michael Schumacher, in a coma.

Being in a coma, you're stuck in this maze you cannot leave, stuck.
 
I've helped so many recover.
 
But there are some who were not meant to be, no matter how much I know I can help.
 
Humanity, in a coma.
 
Why am I drawn there?
 
Why am I drawn to help children and young people?
 
Because they can change, and they can change the world.
 
The rest, will be up to them.

ETA: Right after I wrote this, a 16 yr. old sophomore high school student in PA stabbed twenty students, many seriously injured.

This is what I was picking up: Uranus square Pluto, more shocks to the system.

These kids are so out of balance. Their parents don't, or know how to talk to them.

I am glad I taught my children.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 



Wednesday, March 12, 2014

Adventures In Healing


I don't heal, I help
 
We just had another major snow storm; two buildings blew up in NYC; a Malaysian Airlines Flight MH 370 has gone down and debris has now been found close to its flight path. It looks like almost 300 people have died, RIP. I look at the number of people I have got involved with over the years, trying to help, and ask, why do people make the same mistakes, over and over? And yet, when I help people, life is felt so keenly, the adventure never stronger than at any time else. And yes, I make people nervous, because healing, and getting better, is never an easy path.
 
It has been a rough winter, and this is just one sign of the many imbalances in society. Russia has finally got fed up with the psychopathic behavior of the US and its EU allies, and established an autonomous republic in Crimea. By next month, the crisis will have gotten worse, not just in politics but in people's lives, as two planets of the unexpected, AND a solar eclipse by the end of April, remind us how much we need to change, but do not. Again, so be it.

We had a huge storm in February. I got the urge to go to a store some distance away, which didn't make sense, given the conditions. As I trudged back to the subway I came across an old woman, collapsed in the snow. I helped her get up, (she refused to let me call an ambulance) walked with her shopping bags to the subway, and had to stop as she clearly was unable to move more than a few meters without pausing to get her strength.

She wanted to let me go on, but I insisted on staying with her to her train, and destination. In the car, I offered healing; and held her hands, placed mine on various parts of body, mostly feeling the peace wash all over us. The crowded car watched us; a pin drop silence.

She told me she'd been to all the specialists and even alternative practitioners, but no one could find out what was wrong, they told her that her heart and circulation was just fine. Still, she had no strength, and could barely move. Also unable to gain weight. She'd tried vegetarianism, didn't suit her.

When you hold a person's hands, you pick up their vibrations and energies. I felt her problem was neuropathic in origin, as well as auto immune. The muscle control and strength just wasn't there. By the time we got to her station, she was fine. Strong enough to take up her bags and leave. She said she hadn't felt this way in decades (she's almost 80)

This is why I turned away from conventional medicine. It doesn't have the answers to the riddle of illness, which I believe always has physical, emotional and spiritual causes. Therefore, to expand the boundaries of medicine, I take up healing.

Gave her my card, in case she wanted to follow up. When she read it, said she'd called a month before, didn't follow up, but, that day felt compelled to go to the same health food store I was going to. Coincidence? Both of us were meant to meet.

When I told my wife about her, she asked her name, and said, oh my goodness, I know her, we've met many times at the store. Another coincidence.

She followed up with two more visits for healing, and now has regained her strength. When she met my wife, she told her how much better she is.

Funny, that. There are some people I never will be able to help, and a few, that no matter what, we are meant to meet.

Aside from my spiritual background and claims, the fact still is I wish to share this knowledge with others, that I do not heal people, but, I help them to help themselves. This the true adventure of healing, that one does not know the outcome of what will happen to this planet or its people, but, by having faith, and no fear, they can be helped.
 
 
 



Tuesday, February 11, 2014

Community


Just friends, acting together
 
I've traveled so many places, yet it seems like there are places, people I still need to go to. Places that need healing, people. Hawaii, maybe. Japan, definitely. And one day, Africa, then back to Pakistan. Who knows if it ever will be America? That's the conundrum, since what I prophesied and started a long time ago (See A Spiritual Journey To The U.S.) is already happening, so do I really need to go? The UK, where I had so many ties, now flooding madly. Yes, I feel the pull, but maybe, now, it is people who have to come to me, not the other way around.
 
As we begin a new year, I know the theme for 2014 will be the establishment of spiritual community. All the signs are there, this will be a beginning of something very special, but also, very difficult for those who cannot change.
 
I remember all the people I have met. They were, those met briefly, those who connected only through spirit, and through the Internet. And, those I taught and did healings for in person, in the thousands.
 
One constant: every person I met, had some major event take place in their life afterwards, some coincidence, some crisis. They all reported change, many said they "felt peaceful", a change that lasted.

How many communities have I been a part of worldwide, started, then moved on? The Psychic community of Toronto, the Spiritual, the Healing? So many people have passed on, murder, suicide, cancer, burned out, as they try to change what cannot be changed. Not until people change themselves, accept and have faith. Yet people resist change. What can I say? You'll be forced to anyway, as your surroundings change, you must accept, or die. In ignorance.

I remember the good things, let go the bad. What you cannot change, or help, you let go of. The young Jewish lady who mouthed "I love you" at me from a distance when she thought I wasn't looking, and I walked back and said "I can read you, you know" to her embarrassment, but it was a sweet moment, remembered now 42 years later.

Amanda Knox's situation is now almost over, and I actually am more concerned for her well being (as well as that of her co-defendant, Raffaele Sollecito) than I am for the outcome; what will be, will be. There was a community of people that I helped, those who fought for justice, and in the process I helped the case, and many people (on both sides, truth be told) but my real promise was to the spirit of Meredith Kercher, and I have pretty much done what I said I would do. I have no attachment to this case, ready to move on.

But it is this planet that needs healing, not just people and spirits. To that end you need community. Check out my new website, Atlan Healing Centres and updates as they come through next month. The information here is freely given and shared, there will be no "donations", ever. But to bring about change, this is what you need, a critical mass. I am forming a community of healers, and anyone that asks for help, I will help. Why are you here?
 
 

 
 


Saturday, November 09, 2013

God Doesn't Care


Or give a damn either :)
 
On Sept 30, a tornado touched down in the Seattle area. Very unusual weather for that time of the year, remarkable for many things. But mostly, it touches upon the questions I have been asking for some time now. Why do people resist change? Why do they keep making the same mistakes over and over again, when it is wrong for them, and leads to suffering?
 
I have been following the case of the Murder Of Meredith Kercher for some time now. Each killing, each murder by people or through war creates this hole in our collective consciousness which is very sad to observe, from my position of wanting to help humanity, so yes, this particular case became important to me for a while. Not to affect its outcome in any way, but to observe. I still send reminders to people once in a while though :)
 
On Sept. 30, Amanda Knox's appeal against her conviction for the murder of Meredith Kercher began in Florence, Italy. She is awaiting the results of her appeal in her home town of Seattle. Was the tornado a message for her? Does that even matter for people who are so stuck in karma they might not ever listen? There was a funny message for me for sure, the tornado blew the roof off a garage door manufacturer in the US, and I'm waiting for a replacement garage door from the US. Time for me to move on :)

Yesterday, November 08, a super typhoon hit the Philippines, carrying the strongest winds recorded in a very long time, 200 + mph. I spared a thought for an old disciple of mine from the Philippines, Jennifer, who had a very hard time of it changing, and in the end, repeated her mistakes. She was in such a wonderful position to realize her dreams, then backed off to a place where she was comfortable.

The last two weeks have been very interesting for me. My landlord was upset because I refused to let him get away with something, so he threatened to evict me and my family. I told him to go ahead and do what he liked, this isn't the first time of threats and bluster, but, really, I feel sorry for him, he looks ill.

Then I had to go and bail out a friend in court. A whole series of events ensued, and if I hadn't intervened, he would still be under arrest awaiting trial. But the problem arose from his not taking my advice in the first place. When a relationship is over, it's over. Why keep holding on, why do people keep making the same mistakes?

I ran into a fellow healer the other day. He started as a student, didn't continue the training, that was fine. In the first week of training, the Supreme Court passed a ruling that saved him over a million dollars. When it became clear he had reached the limits of his learning with me, I left, since I had no more reason to be there.

Then he got into an er, space where he got married and sunk more than a million dollars into a house he could not sell. It was nice to see him, but also a lesson for others. Another man, the Iranian I went all the way to Tehran to help him and his family, is $5 million in debt because he, too was stuck in a place where he couldn't accept my advice. So, when something is over, move on. It's up to people to get away from their comfort zones, let go of their ego.

Walking home the other night, I came across a skunk on the sidewalk. We said hi to each other, I went home. The Medicine Cards by Jamie Sams and David Carson, has this to say about Skunk Medicine: Respect, but also, boundaries. Respect your self, respect the other, expect respect from others. And if threatened, know how to repel. Otherwise, be nonchalant. If people do not change, then that is life and the human condition, and it is up to them.

But: God does care. That is why you are given knowledge, and wisdom, if only you knew how to use it.

And now, the archangels are dancing in our home, and one of them, Michael, runs in our back yard as a red squirrel, even though their natural habitat is in Europe and Siberia.

Yesterday, a hawk flew over Chloe, then  three more danced over her head, and one landed in a tree, and, ripping a small bird, calmly ate dinner.

This is a message from spirit; it is up to you to follow.  God does care, but first, you must do the right thing.










Tuesday, September 03, 2013

Edward Joseph Snowden, Full Of Grace




Tuesday's child is full of grace

Edward Joseph Snowden, born Tuesday, June 21, 1983 in the US, is indeed, full of grace. Not since Daniel Ellsberg released the Pentagon Papers has there been such a widespread impact on people's knowledge of the extent of governmental lies, and how little they trust us little people.  This former National Security Agency whistle blower and analyst did not tell us much we who have been following the illegal wiretapping of our private information since the late 70's do not already know, but his impact on the world has been earth shattering. Edward Snowden, like Pfc Bradley Manning, like Daniel Ellsberg, and so many others like him, is a true American Hero.

Why is it that the best of us sit in exile, and the worst of us go their merry, oblivious way? This is not the America I naively used to love, until I grew up. It is a funny sort of world, that a president who was for whistle blowers is now against them, and a secretary of state who was against war is now for it, as he 'makes the case for war against Syria'. Yet, amazingly, people are pushing back, and it is a time that has taken long in coming.

The coming changes to the United States have been building slowly, but it was only after the events of 9/11 that I said then, the United States had changed..forever. This is an America that treats its citizens as enemy, and punishes those who seek to expose its lies. This is an America that assassinates presidents, civil rights leaders, journalists and activists. Award winning journalist Michael Hastings, who was reporting on the War Machine, died in a suspicious accident. Witnesses to the Boston Marathon atrocity in fake police shoot outs. Open Internet activist Aaron Swartz driven to suicide. E-mail businesses closed down rather than submit to illegal searches of their members accounts. Wikileaks founder Julian Assange seeking asylum in the Ecuadorian Embassy in London, Pfc.Bradley Manning, who leaked evidence of war crimes in Iraq, getting a sentence of 30 yrs imprisonment. And now Edward Snowden, in temporary exile in Moscow as he can't even fly safely to Ecuador.

I never met met him, (got a personal thank you tweet once) but all reports indicate Snowden is motivated by patriotism, of a libertarian Ron Paul kind, and I applaud him for that. As to his character and motivations, Astrology always gives an answer...

From his chart above, I note first, that his birthday is June 21, which just so happens to be the birthday of my younger brother who died of leukemia just before his 10th birthday. It was his death that set my path as a healer and teacher. Then there is Snowden's Moon at 13 degrees Scorpio, exactly the same degree as mine, a remarkable coincidence. (We share the same delight in finding secrets,  and revealing them :)

His Gemini ascendant shows a person motivated by idealism and honesty. Sadly, such people often pay a personal price. His Mercury in the 12th points to exile away from his home, but still, being close to his ascendant, shows brilliance in his field of computer engineering and architecture. (The Moon in Scorpio shows his work in intelligence, and coincidentally again, I almost ended up with the Pakistani ISI if my path had not brought me here)

Sun, Mars, Moon's node conjunct in the 1st house opposite Neptune in the 7th show the conflict between personal character and the need to keep secrets for 'the greater good'. May make lasting relationships difficult, so a little sadness there.

Venus in the 3rd trine Uranus-Jupiter conjunct in the 6th denotes a live in public service, that he is personable and well liked by many, even if some find him too honest, too much. As I  might say, so? These two planets in the 6th opposite Mercury in the 12th house show a concern for his nervous system. Try to release stress, bro. Yes, the world is full of shits. Don't let them drag you down ;)

Saturn conjunct Pluto in the 5th trine Sun-Mars-Node in the 1st show his personal physical courage and that he is compelled to push against power structures, makes decisions based on what he thinks is best, a risk taker at times. (A good thing, that he dislikes cowardice in the face of moral outrages)

And lastly, on a personal note. A prayer for Edward Snowden, that there be a solution for his plight. We each of us have a place, and each of us must either act with courage, or take the path of excessive timidity.

I see signs, every where. Americans are now waking up. They question the endless wars, the so called Patriot Act, they try to cut funding for the attack on Syria, they demand that Congress vote on it, they support Snowden and Manning and those who speak up. They, too, are speaking up.

It will be a long struggle. Years of it till humanity wakes up. One day, we will all find God.

Wednesday, August 28, 2013

THE ARCHANGELS


Michael & Co.

One gets tired, truly, of telling people what to do when they aren't quite ready to hear it, but here goes anyway :)

I've been following a minor case of demonic possession, a murder in Italy, and here the leaders of the world are sabre rattling and threatening to attack Syria? What, they haven't learned from Iraq, Afghanistan, Libya, Vietnam? Never mind. Wealth and power are nothing, even though as the late dear departed Argentinian President Hugo Chavez said, "the smell of sulfur" is in the room.

The archangels have been playing in our house, and their message is a lot clearer, and honest, than anything you can get from the teevee today.

There are four of them, Michael, Raphael, Uriel, Gabriel, and here is their message, free of what religion has to say. As the foremost beings of God,

Michael leads the armies of God against the forces of Satan in Heaven.

Raphael is the Healer, representing God's power to heal.

Uriel is the light of God, or spirit, that shines on us all.

Gabriel is the messenger. Only a few get to hear Gabriel, but anyone who is touched by Gabriel, knows it.

In the difficult times ahead, remember what they represent. They will touch each corner of the world, and each of us, soon.

Their work is on the spiritual plane, but they also, act here on earth. They don't intercede in our personal matters, but still, watch our actions, and see the choices that humanity must make in the time ahead.

Their advice, and mine: follow your spiritual path.

Saturday, July 20, 2013

Black vs White

Thoughts at a meditation

So the day after I wrote my last piece about the upcoming meditation Toronto gets hit by a huge rainstorm. More rain falls in two hours than we get in a month. I'm out on Bloor Street, and the rain is being driven sideways. Lightning flashing by every two seconds, and the thunder is almost continuous. God is pissed, and so am I. No umbrella, and I'm soaked. Eat at a restaurant, see a movie. When I head home, am told the subway's been hit by a flood, so no trains for the last four stations. Get home hours later, and the powers's gone, for 300,000 people across Toronto. Indeed, these things happen whenever I decide it's time to have a clearing, but this is ridiculous. The storm aimed directly at Toronto.

The next day, the power's still out. Thank goodness my family's OK, and eventually the power comes back on, 16 hours later. My neighbors had their basements flooded, but we were OK. But I'm not OK, having been hit by a food infection. WTF? The last time it happened was like 40 yrs ago? High fever, chills, the runs. Is this from one of my patients, who has the C. Dificile bug? No. I get rid of the bug in a day, but don't eat for 5, resting and thinking of the meditation to come. I do so much healing, and and think of and am in a healing situation 24/7, thinking of friends, family, the planet and universe. So much energy goes through me, this was a psychic illness brought on by every thing, and, a sign post to show me my path ahead is very clear.

I was going to talk about healing, about the events at the family picnic and confirmation about the direction in life I was taking. I had known this since I was 5, when I went to Mt. Fuji. Why are you here? What is your purpose in life, and what are the blocks that prevent you from moving forward? I think, with admiration, of a woman who, after meeting me, decided she couldn't marry someone she was engaged to. The next year, she met the right person, and they now have a child. I got a call from another woman, and we have a lovely chat. She used to be my student ten years ago, and had this lovely white aura around her. Now, it's blue, and I am sad for a bit about what might have been if she'd continued. What is it that holds us back?

Then the verdict on the Trayvon Martin shooting, and it seems, that America still has a long way to go. I am not going to engage with one case, when there is so much wrong on the subject of race and prejudice. I will also be talking about this at the meditation, as I watch people's reactions to the case. A friend in Hawaii says the native people can be pretty racist against white people too, and another from there, that the last day of school was always "beat a haole" day (a white person). I reply, the people that have the most karma are the Black, Native, and Jewish people. That, does not excuse the racism and hatred that has been directed against them over the years. I would like to help them, but they have to change too, and ask.

But still. We used to be one race, and one day, will become one race again, due to intermarriage and spiritual awakening. Yes, the different races were created through genetic manipulation on Atlantis, but I had many friends from all over at the international school in Tokyo, and my beautiful mixed background children in this wonderful multicultural city of Toronto like, and are friends with, Jamaican, Chinese and Asian kids. When we love, who knows what the heart will bring?

At the meditation, as people arrive with food and wine. A student says he will be having his first client, a gay man in need of healing. He ends up having to say, he isn't gay himself, and we laugh because that is what happened to me at school. My best friend was gay, but every one thought I was gay, LOL. So I worked with AIDS patients, hands on even terminal patients, and never once took sick from any one. There was a dear young man called Daniel, who got it from a Hepatitis B vaccination. I took him off a macrobiotic diet that wasn't good for him and, with regular healing and meditation, he recovered. But when we went away to the U.S, he got back into the unhealthy diet and the AIDS came back. We met a friend of his in Houston who told us of his passing away, and how some of his family were there to support him, but others, including his own father, were not, and how his last words were, he forgave every one. This, I think, is one of the lessons of healing: Learn to forgive others.

Yes, sometimes we are born as men in women's bodies or women in men's bodies. We come back as black, white, native, poor, rich, whatever it is we need to learn. I, who have been Jewish, Native American, and if I was Black, then I had to be a Black Revolutionary :) know that karma is a learning experience.

Another student says what of the feelings of hopelessness one gets sometimes, and my answer is, just stick to your path. Find where you want to go, then move to it. Spirituality is not an easy journey, but, it gives answers. And yes, work on getting the right relationships. It is unfortunate that so many are lonely. But there is no reason why that can't change. First, you must learn to be alone.

I think of Pfc Bradley Manning, and, Edward Snowden, who in their idealism chose the honest path that would lead to their isolation. I sent a well wish to Snowden on twitter and got a response from him, much appreciated. They tell us we must do what we think is right, and not, accept less.

But above all, try not to be negative or fearful. When you are positive, and make the best of what you get, and try to be honest and do not cheat, or lie, then good often comes your way, and not the bad. We react too much, and holding on to the past or what others do is not the way to peace. As Chloe points out, I do not react to things the way others do, but when I do, then watch out. I know that people's karma will give back to them all the pain they cause others, but still, sometimes one must take a stand.

This is what Black and White are. Two sides, in opposition, yet each requires the other.You can't be perfect, or try to reach perfection without recognizing that both exist inside you. Why, blame the other? What I do, and breathe, is healing, and whatever I learn, I pass on to others. This is the path I choose.